It was the summer of 2009 when I fell in love with this guy in an instant, He was my neighbor, I was too young, I didn't know how I should feel, but what I know is that I was really in love with him.
I was with him at the church org before and there we became close. He knew that I had feelings for him, and he was taking advantage of it. I kinda felt stupid at that time but I'm like, "What the hell?! Who cares? I'm in love with this guy!" Months passed, blah blah.. stupidity keeps on going and then I knew he was in to another girl from our church org who was a really close friend of mine. And then I had the feeling that I have to stop, just because I was doing doing everything for this guy to like me, and I knew that It was impossible for him to feel the same way that I did, AND HE WAS MY BEST FRIEND.
Suddenly, everything changed in the year 2011. This person came in to my life, and changed almost everything. I was in love with this person, and not with him anymore, probably because I realized that I needed someone to appreciate me, and the things I do.
When this so called childhood sweetheart slash best guy friend slash the guy i fell in love with before knew that I had this "person," He started to show his feelings for me, and he was opening up to me that he is in love with me and all, but it didn't matter to me anymore, because I had this "person" and this "person" was my everything and no one else could ever take this person's place.
When me and that person broke up, he was there for me. ALWAYS.
He asked me if he can court me, and all I would say to him was.. "Okay na tayong ganto, magbestfriends, ayokong mawala sa atin yun"
I do have a point, right? Plus, I''m not in love with him anymore.
I just want us to stay as friends, and this is where we would last :)
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